Sunday Currently | Vol. 2
I thought everything was okay, I thought everything was gonna be fine and I thought also I have enough negativity in my system already to still add and endure all those pains. Lahat puro akala! Sucks all the thoughts! I have my own very cynical view of the world, at ako na lang nga ata nakakaintindi sa sarili ko. lol! Funny!
Currently
Feeling
Not feeling well, plus I haven't eaten my breakfast, lunch, and dinner. One loaf of bread is enough I guess, di naman ako nakakaramdam ng gutom. Gusto ko na lang mamatay sa gutom ngayon.
Thinking
Thinking of what will happen to me in the next few days if I'm always like this. Sometimes it came up to my mind to commit a suicide. Am I crazy or what? Or talagang out of my mind lang ako dahil sa isang dahilan? Patong patong na lahat ng problema minsan mapapasabi kana lang "Shit! What did I do? For you to punish me and suffer in so many pains, hindi pa ba enough lahat ng napagdaanan ko sa buhay ko?"
Wishing
All the pain that I feel right now will disappear, parang isang pikit ko lang wala na, I wish it's easy as 123 and ABC pero hindi, hanggang kailan ako ganito?
Hoping
I am still hoping that everything will be okay and can be restored to where I was happy.
For some odd reason, I can not seem to understand why am I feeling this way, I've been lost for a while now, I know for a certain reason that it is YOU - who will complete the whole Jhofele.
Not feeling well, plus I haven't eaten my breakfast, lunch, and dinner. One loaf of bread is enough I guess, di naman ako nakakaramdam ng gutom. Gusto ko na lang mamatay sa gutom ngayon.
Thinking
Thinking of what will happen to me in the next few days if I'm always like this. Sometimes it came up to my mind to commit a suicide. Am I crazy or what? Or talagang out of my mind lang ako dahil sa isang dahilan? Patong patong na lahat ng problema minsan mapapasabi kana lang "Shit! What did I do? For you to punish me and suffer in so many pains, hindi pa ba enough lahat ng napagdaanan ko sa buhay ko?"
Wishing
All the pain that I feel right now will disappear, parang isang pikit ko lang wala na, I wish it's easy as 123 and ABC pero hindi, hanggang kailan ako ganito?
Hoping
I am still hoping that everything will be okay and can be restored to where I was happy.
For some odd reason, I can not seem to understand why am I feeling this way, I've been lost for a while now, I know for a certain reason that it is YOU - who will complete the whole Jhofele.
